Registered for Camp Crucible in May!
I didn’t sleep last night for some reason. Soooo tired today I’ve been feeling really unwell today and am just taking it very easy around the house until it is time for bed (I don’t dare lay down...
View ArticlePublic Control and CatDom
He’s lucky he said that to me in public. No, not lucky. Intentional. He knows that the likelyhood of me flipping my shit in public is almost nil. In the 16+ years we’ve known each other it’s...
View ArticleFuture Privacy Take 2
I posted this once, rethought it, deleted it, and am now posting it again. Bear with me. I think Chael may be reading this and trying to use things I share in his manipulation and lying games on me....
View ArticleTold Mom
I sent my mom a good bunch of the details with Chael in an email. Stuff I’ve talked about here, basically points on the why I’m not taking him to NYC with me anymore and all that. She actually called...
View ArticleLawyer. Car. iTaboo
Today I go to the lawyer’s, pay my final payment on the divorce and give them the final copy of the signed decree. Then it’s a matter of waiting til the mandatory 60 day waiting period is up (that...
View ArticleDivorce and Moving Sooner
I found out my divorce finalization date: My birthday next month. Yeah… Negativity about today’s dealings and that over on my social blog. As he’s not my slave at all anymore and I don’t have...
View ArticleMove Update!
So, I went out and spent some great time with my leather family members Kodak and D-Day, while Kodak let me stay at her house. It was an exhausting but lovely time. I scoured the internet for...
View ArticleCAMP
Kodak and DDay come to pick me up in a couple-three hours and we head towards Camp Crucible with a store stop and overnight on the way. Thank god I got well enough all of a sudden to go, I was really...
View ArticleSuspension: A clip from my private journal
Then, highlight of the whole trip for me, the thing that was best, was Thursday just after noon was my hook suspension. I left lunch early to take time to myself away from everyone and focus, to...
View ArticleThings done, things not doing, things to read
Part of this is a copy from my social blog as it also fits here, parts of it are original to this entry. 1) Apartment is still not decorated but it is getting more and more organized. I know, you are...
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